It's just me isn't it?
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I got irritated. I don't know why or how. But at that point of time I don't care if we stopped talking or you were to jump down and die. Cause in the first place it's not even meant to be. Probably my curiousity to see what you're made of. After a while I kinda figured you're just like another Tom Dick and Harry out there. It kinda bores me that you're like that and I prefer to just chuck you one side. Maybe it's true that I cant really stay focus on one thing after all. After playing with your toy you just chuck it back at where it came from. Only difference is that the toy has feelings now. I really don't care man. Or maybe it's because of the weary feeling I have towards you long before I know you. It's unfair I know but after looking back at history, one can't help but to create that barrier to prevent history from repeating itself. Call me selfish or whatever, but I guess I'm just pretty happy go lucky with what comes and go. And I hope things end with a happy note cause no matter how hard you might take it, I really don't care.It's just me isn't it? Ok chill la. The entry up there sound so serious can! And I doubt anyone out there gets what I'm saying, but I don't care. I looked into the mirror and I asked myself "what have I done?". I look like Jonathan (SBJ!) now. Fuck.
posted by Rayner who killed a lamb again at 1:56 AM
