Have you come across something you hate and like at the same time? Sometimes it gets real annoying that you even wonder how you even like that something. And then there are happy times whereby you forget how you can even hate that something. And lastly there are times whereby you so wanna smack that something and yet cuddle it with loads of love at the same time. It's contradicting I know, guess life is a little irony after all eh. (Heh, that sounds familiar.)

It would be nice if I could just take out my heart place it in front of you and let you see how I feel. After which, I'll just take it back and put in back into place. Wouldnt' things be much simpler then? But then again, I got such a big heart that it would be too troublesome taking it out. Hiaks hiaks.

I still feel that when it all goes bad, it's almost impossible to turn around and make it all good.

PS: That something is a living thing. It has 1 pair of big eyes, 1 pair of short legs and 10 fat fingers. Very irritating and smackable. Ugly usually but pretty at times. Most importantly, she loves me alot so that seals the deal. (Haha!)